ADHD
Kees
34 years old, NL
I was hyperactive during my younger years and I was the only one
not bothered by it, but I drove everyone around me crazy. I did home
improvements, repaired cars and did all kinds of other business on the side.
If an idea popped into my head at one o'clock at night, I would jump out of
bed and do it. My mother used to say:"Boy,you are driving me nuts." I have
back problems and knee complaints, but most of all I am neurotic and a bit
of weed helps a lot. It makes me comfortably relaxed.
I used to be very much against drugs. I thought all users where weaklings
and didn't want to have anything to do with them. I did have one friend
who smoked. He smoked Thai weed, even when we were driving. We used
to go out for a drive regularly,just cruising around for a bit. I was a passive
smoker, without even noticing it. One time, while stepping out of the car, I
noticed that I was calmer and giggling. I'm quite giggly anyway, but this was
a lot worse. That night I slept like a bomb.
After that, I smoked my first joint. I will never forget it. It was at a place
where they had a house dealer. From then on, I smoked hash. It made me
sleep well, it caused enormous fits of laughter and I always felt chatty and
comfortable. I discovered weed at a later stage, because I started working in
a coffee shop. That was ten years ago. I learned a lot about soft drugs there-
I used to talk with people about it and realized that a bit of weed is actually
very healthy and not harmful. Weed and hash used to be associated with
hippies, bums and squatters and remained a taboo. That is starting to change.
'Normal people' - and we are all normal people, after all - who used to be
skeptical about it, have started to think differently now.
A history teacher used to come by white I was working in the coffee shop.
He had been standing in front of his class, stoned out of his mind, for 22
years. This man told me that if he didn't go to school stoned for a change,
they would probably notice. He always spent 92 Euro and bought tots of
different kinds of cannabis to roll his joints with. I had lawyers come in
to buy weed, all kinds of people, really. At one point, I started investigating
cannabis more closely: where does it come from; how did it come into
being; how did they use it in the old times? I discovered that it has been
known for thousands of years- It's one of Mother Nature's plants.
Because of my job at the coffee shop, where I sell weed and hash, I regularly
meet patients that go there to buy their bit of weed- These people are
generally a little older, and used to reject the idea of cannabis before they
became sick. Once they were ill, they went through all the medicines and
doctors in the world and finally learnt that cannabis might help them.
Really, I've had them in there, people that had been on strong medication for
years. You couldn't even talk to them, but they buy a little weed to try. They
go home and brew a pot of tea with it, or something. I've seen them return
with tears in their eyes and they say,"If only we had discovered this sooner!"
People who hadn't been able to control their spasms for years managed to
do so with one little joint. So what are we talking about then? All pills are
prepared with chemicals. I know people who have to take twenty of them
a day, but they don't have to anymore because of just one joint. It's also an
enormous cost saver on medication.
We once had a customer there who had meningitis. He lived in a care home
and the only way to feel a little better, to get through life, was to smoke a
joint. His carers dropped him off in his wheelchair at the coffee shop in the
morning and picked him up again at eleven in the evening. He would sit and
smoke throughout the day. I personally think that this is a bit over the top,
because you should do everything in moderation.
But then again, if you are really ill and suffering from all kinds of discomforts
so that taking part in life has become hell in itself, this natural product
does offer a way out. There are, for instance, people who have had a serious
accident, who regain hope through that little joint, simply through a joint.
The government is still skeptical about it. I understand that, because the
pharmaceutical industry would receive a deadly blow if this became known.
They wouldn't be able to control the money involved in this business. They
't earn a penny from this. I believe that there is more between heaven
can't earn a penny from this. I believe that there is more between heaven
and earth, and that you can solve a lot of the problems with your own body
and soul. If a joint can help you with this, then why shouldn't you use it? I
am very tense by nature, I think too much and can't calm my mind down
completely, but a joint helps me achieve that.
I have been smoking marihuana for sixteen years now and haven't regretted
a second of it. If I were to go to a doctor who didn't know me at all and tell
him that I have been smoking for sixteen years, he would probably label me
a 'junky'.
The media plays an important role in all this. When they show a coffee shop,
they always find the worst looking people, who are totally wasted, but never
Jan the housepainter or Peter the milkman or Adam the lawyer, who all
come to buy their weed. That's what they should show for a change: normal
people with jobs that also come in to buy their bit of weed.
Holland is hemp country. It has been for twenty years, but has only started
to come out now. They should inform people more about coffee shops on
television. They're so good at making program. They spend millions on
them. Why not spend a few hundred thousand on a program about coffee
shops? Show a different one every week: this is it; this is what it does to you;
this is how you roll a joint. Then it could finally escape the taboo. But that
won't happen. They will just spend a couple of hours showing how bad it is.
There are a lot of elderly people who wouldn't mind seeing the inside of
a coffee shop. Sometimes I get them coming in here. They see that a lot of
relaxed people are sitting in here, all of whom look perfectly respectable,
not junkies. Those people really enjoy just sitting here and drinking a cup of
coffee.
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